MESSY AND RECKLESS

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BIOGRAPHY

lilith’s problem is that they present themselves with this nonchalant and apathetic, uncaring attitude, but there’s a storm beneath the surface. while they hide it well, there’s a lot stirring inside of them— anger, frustration, paranoia. it’s anyone’s guess, but it can’t be good. they mask this by seeming chill and laid back. they’re high all the time just to make sure the facade doesn’t fall. it’s either weed or stimulants. they’re either elevated or strung out. make no mistake, it’s better this way. no one wants to see lilith without the drugs. they quickly turn moody and irritable, becoming too difficult to deal with. lilith has their father’s rage and they like to avoid it because, otherwise, things get intense.often appearing in scandals, they enjoy things like skimpy clothing and sleeping around. they like to live their life in lavish and they prefer the finer things that life can afford them. they’re not tactical, just expensive.lilith likes to pry sometimes. they can be nosy. they might not poke too hard at a person, but they will snoopy and meddle. they’re prone to eavesdropping in on conversations they’re not a part of and intruding where they don’t belong. they tend not to mind their own business. they might start fights between people whenever they’re bored, even if it doesn’t benefit them.manipulation comes easy to lilith. they’re shameless by nature. a liar and a cheat. they’ll leave things out by omission more often than not, spin tales, or whatever else works.while lilith is honestly no better than a man, they like to think they are. they’re a total womanizer with commitment issues, but that doesn’t mean they don’t like to spoil the girls they hook up with. whether it’s buying flowers, taking them on dates, or getting them chocolates— lilith wants to make the women they see feel special. they never plan on dumping them, things just end badly on their own. they don’t offer the same treatment for men, unfortunately.

FAME

lilith is about as famous as kellin quinn... they're considered one of the core essentials to what's setting the scene, so if your character is in the alt scene they probably have heard of lilith and the rest of suicide apocalypse.

ADDICTION

please understand that lilith is an addict to an extreme degree. they will do whatever it takes to get a hit. that includes lying, stealing, and cheating. that includes fucking people over, even if they care about them. it includes making bad decisions. lilith has a bad habit of doing a little bit of everything, too. this includes mixing drugs with alcohol and sometimes drugs with other drugs, even when it's not safe and they know it's not safe.

* notes: while i won't be writing any content so triggering on the tl or with your character, know that it's part of their story.

CHARACTER DAMAGE

because this character is an every day, regular human... i'm going to have to ask for people to refrain from hurting them too badly. fighting is fine, but once it goes beyond that, give me a heads up. i'd like to know about any broken bones or medical emergencies my character is going to be in. other than that, you have my permission to be as mean and hurtful as you want to them. just make sure in doing so that it isn't targeted behavior.

ABOUT THE WRITER

hi! i'm kyrie. i'm over twenty-five, i'm indigenous, i'm bisexual, i'm twospirit, i'm disabled, and i use he/him pronouns. i like sabrina carpenter, chappell roan, olivia rodrigo, 5sos, mcr, noah kahan, hozier, waterparks, and megan thee stallion. i also like the pitt, shameless, and interview with the vampire. i read comics and watch hockey sometimes!i have a little over fifteen years of roleplay experience. i can write line through novella. please don't be afraid to dm me to plot or for clarification on something! i prefer not to write in dm's because dm replies make me anxious, but if we've been writing for a while you're free to request it because that is now longer replies get done.

RULES

* special dni criteria: harry potter roleplayers and fans need not interact with me. if you do not understand that jkr has real world power she leverages against trans people, you do not need to be talking to a trans person.

CREDITS

all graphics, including the psd coloring used to color them, were edited and made by me.

CANON

lilith is the drummer and one of three in the worldwide famous post-hardcore band ‘suicide apocalypse.’ they’re a frequent problem in the tabloids, but then again so is the rest of the band. none of them are known for their role model like behavior. they’re all recognized for being rough and rowdy. they’re quite infamous for their problematic conduct. they’re in the media every other week. whether it’s drugs, alcohol, sex, or fighting; they’re most likely at the scene of the crime.lilith comes from a broken home with an angry father and a heavy handed mother. they used band practice as a way to escape time at home, even if it meant getting in trouble for coming home late all the time. their family didn't like their friends because they always failed to make good impressions. not to mention, they were the town fuck ups just as much as lilith was. often collected by the cops for running away, lilith was arrested frequently for underage drinking and even spent time in jail for drug usage. they've been to rehab several times and none of it's helped. they are constantly falling back into bad habits.

* notes: there are established characters in this canon that aren't mentioned above, but may come up in storytelling. i might choose to keep it vague by not mentioning names, unless we become closer writing partners.

SHIPPING AND WHAT TO EXPECT

know that lilith has a preference for women. they will spoil them and take care of them. they're sweet with girls. doesn't mean they're not still a victim of their own bad habits. women interested in lilith can expect commitment issues to be at the forefront of the relationship. lilith will probably never call it a relationship.for men, it's a lot harder to get along with lilith. they're not affectionate towards men, emotionally or physically. they don't cling like they do with women. the commitment issues are still there, but they also tend to sneak around behind men's backs. they've got a 'cheating' problem and they can't say it's not cheating because they never confirm nor deny exclusivity in relationships. they want the other person to feel like they have it all, while having none of them.

* note: i will not write abuse. while this character can be mean and is capable of being a horrible partner, it's just not something i'm comfortable writing.
* note: you must be over the age of eighteen to ship with me and over the age of twenty to engage with smut with my character.
* note: if you want something soft and sweet, understand it comes with boundaries and a lot of toxic behavior.

DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT

understand that the writing on this account will contain dark, extreme, disturbing, and morally questionable tropes that will be left untagged. do not engage if you are sensitive to said topics as there will be no sanitization and no moralizing commentary; i expect adults to interact with me and, from adults, i expect maturity and the ability to discern fiction from reality and storytelling from endorsement. approach with mutual respect.

* triggers: blood, gore, misogyny, sexual themes, sexual abuse, slut shaming, revenge porn, drugs, alcohol, addiction, homophobia, internalized homophobia, transphobia, forced outings, self-harm, suicide, violence, child abuse, relationship abuse.